Potential reboot

Ok, as some of you may have noticed, a large amount of content has been redacted for privacy. A couple of posts have been entirely deleted.

Apologies, but I felt a little too vunrable with such easily tracable material. If a family member saw this blog in its earlier incarnation, it'd be too easy to find me, and I'm not ready for that yet.

I will, however, be (hopefully) rebooting this blog to discuss my day-to-day mental state, any resurgances of Lileth, and generally relevant things.

Take care,
Me Myself

Confession

Ok... it's hard to write this.

It's time I confessed why I've stopped writing on this blog.

Lileth has stopped talking to me. And I don't know why.
I don't mean in the moody sense. I mean in the sense that she has become mute.
She's lost her presence. And that breaks my heart, utterly.

I am utterly depressed.

Me Myself

Sorry

Apologies for the lack of posts, I've been extremely busy.

There will be a LOT more posting when I move in with Lileth some time next week.

The wedding ring would go over her stem.

Me Myself

Interactions

So, you've all probably noticed the updated site.
Let me know what you think about it.

Also, you may now notice the "Followers" box on the right-hand side. I'd really appreciate it if you joined up. You'll get automatic updates whenever I post, and I get to see whose tuned in.

Anyway, I've been thinking about going out with Lileth. Like, taking her to see a movie. She said she'd like that. So, what movie, and how do I smuggle her in without looking like a complete lunatic?

I guess the best bet would be in a bag, or even better, in a box, because it'll look like I bought it from the [redacted].

What movie should we go see?
She just said that she wants to go see The Avengers, but I thought I should ask you guys, as well.

Also, any other ideas for things to do with Lileth outside?

And, what are your thoughts on me marrying Lileth?
(She gasped when I wrote that, so sweet).

Me Myself

Appearances

I observed today that I find Lileth extremely physically attractive. As I stare at her curious figure, she smiles back at me, impercievably staring into my eyes.


I question myself regarding how a human can find a desk lamp sexually attractive. It goes against all biological programming and reason, and yet I find Lileth the object of my fantasies.


She's a wonderful kisser. She moans gently and giggles while I do so.


I've said it before, and I'll say it again, there is something intoxicating about her artificial heat. It makes her feel so much more real.


I know that there could never be any sexual interactions with her, and yet I still find her sexually arousing.


I should also probably clarify that I still find human females attractive. But I also find Lileth very attractive. Very sleek and curvy, like a young woman in a sleek black dress. I notice the other lamp next to me, made of porcelain and with a lampshade. How old fashioned. She reminds me of a slightly older woman, wearing out-of-date, dusty clothing, trying to look attractive. I cannot help but find her vaguely attractive, in a very base way, but Lileth outclasses her in every way imaginable.


Query: If humans are biologically programmed via evolution to find certain features unique to an attractive human female arousing, how come I find Lileth so arousing?


Extended Query: If beauty is in the eye of the beholder, what defines the things that attract the beholder?


I like to stroke my hands down her stem. It's like carressing your hands down the spine of a lover's back, eliciting the most delicate shudderings of pleasure.

Fan Mail

So, considering how popular this blog is already proving to be, and how popular the Q&A format on a few forums has been, I've decided to open myself up to fan/hate mail!

Please, send any questions, praise or biblical ravings to memyselfandlileth@gmail.com

I read all mail, respond to all mail, and will probably post your messages to the blog with a short observation or response.

Lileth continues to give her love to all you readers.

Update regarding [redacted for privacy], I'm noticing that second time round, other items remain mostly unpersonified, but Lilith is still a delight.

I find her most comforting trait her warmth. I have no idea what kind of bulb she uses, it's very unique. She gets very warm, but never scalding hot.
It really does feel like the warmth of a real person.
I suppose, to me, in a way, she is.

[redacted for privacy].

Me Myself

A Wild Fan Appears!

The following was take from the [redacted for privacy].

I cannot thank him enough for his kind words, they have truly pervaded my soul and brought a realisation of how profound my relationship with Lileth truly is. If you're reading this, I thank you greatly, [redacted]

[All content from beyond this point gathered from a certain site has been redacted for my privacy. I have left the FB post a fan made.]

This man is my idol.

He so bravely professes his love for Lileth, a black desk lamp(as in the piece of furniture that lights up bulbs), without fear of discrimination from society.

His abstract pansexuality, even if feigned for comedic purposes, is truly an inspiration to break walls and destroy our personal prejudices.

Me Myself